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hoehoehoe!!

disini g akan membuat sebuah pengakuan dan penjelasan kenapa postingan g dibawah ini ga  berlanjut, bahwasannya semenjak day #2 dibawah ini, i met him every single day. until today. yep, my ex. the boy who has already had a new girlfriend. hehe hoho hohe.

yes, i’ve been meeting him everyday without his girlfriend – yang sangat penurut itu* – knew what we’ve done.

*yak, ceweknya emang penurut bet, beda sangat sama g yang begajulan dan rebel serta ga bisa diatur hahaha. good for himlah kalo emang dia maunya yang tipe begonoan. but, someday he will know what he really want.

i know, i know that this is so wrong. but, yeah.. i still need him anyway and vice versa. yes, u can imagine our six years together lah.. i call him when he doesn’t, and he just does the same way. we know it and we do it. my friends know, his friends know. and so everybody knows. and she’s only the one who doesn’t.

dan sekarang g ngerasa kasian ama itu ceweknya. karna cuma ceweknya itu doang seorang diri yang ga tau tentang ini. dan g liat ceweknya adalah seorang yang sangat baik yang bisa mencintai koko dengan sepenuh hati dan lagi pula penurut. the girlfriend (GF) just doesn’t deserve this.

GF will kill herself knowing who was sleeping on his shoulder while the GF was doing a talking on the phone. GF will eat me alive knowing i was there hearing every single conversation they’re on meanwhile we’re doing the kissing. GF will shoot him on his head knowing where he was sleeping after he sent her home late at night.

this is my fault. i have been the best cheater between us in our, i tell u again, six years together. i’ve  been cheating like almost 3-4 times. and last time we broke up, i told him all the mysteries behind my own journey. i told him how to lie. and i told  him how to cheat. and now he’s playing a game and just doesn’t wanna push the pause button. besides, initially we’re still love each other.

and when he doesn’t want to do a step back out of this game, i will let myself to do it.

dan akhirnya sebagai wanita terhormat. g menyatakan untuk mundur dari permainan ini. i will send myself home. end up the journey. finding what i really need, what i am searching for. instead of doing the game with someone who is telling a lie to his girlfriend.

shortly, i am off. bye journey. from now on, i wanna b a good girl.

adios.